Ten years ago, I said I love you to a girl. She replied:"Sorry, we are too young!" Ten years later, I say the same words to a girl, but she replied:"Sorry, I am too young!"

The Thought in 20 and in 30

　　1、At 20, I strolled around the campus in a denim pinafore, self-cpnscious about talking. At 30, I sit at the desk with gorgeous suit and say grimly to my subordinates:"What a silly question! Think it over."

　　2、At 20, I borrowed The Complete Works of William Shakespeare, A portrait of the artist as a young man and Ulysses from the liberary. After 30, The Recipe on Stocks, ELLE and Manager’s Charm occupy the head of my bed.

　　3、In the summer holiday of 20, confronting with the one who I loved, I learnt that he had become a postgraduate, whose progress depressed me. I felt pity about the gap between me and him. After 30, I ask about how to purchase the certification of MBA around.

　　4、20 years old ago, I replied at once when anyone asked about my age. 30 years old after, I feel disturbed about this question. If someone insisit, I just let him/her to guess.

　　5、At 20, I was obsessed by the sportsmen and artists. After 30, I think myself as the stupid.

　　6、At 20, I loved strolling in the book store to buy books. After 30, I ignore the book store and become a regular customer of the salon.

　　7、At 20, I was impatient about answering my mom's call. After 30, I can't help burst into tears when I heard my mom's voice. What she worried all applied to me.

　　8、At 20, I was energetic and struggled forward with no one stopping me. After 30, I don't want to move forward and sigh for the past of a year.

　　9、At 20, I believed that to gain fame early is important. If one were unfamed in 30, he/she would be a loser. After 30, I have no access to be a famous person. I just hope to be rich as my boss when I am 40.

　　10、At 20, I felt happy about an ice cream in a crowded bus. After 30, I can't bear the old dirty taxi. My Lord! Buy a car if the oil price declines.

　　11、At 20, I bet that I wouldn't stay here for my whole life. I dreamed of feeling the life around the world. After 30, I make my greatest effort to find a cheap and satisfied apartment in this city.

　　12、At 20, I preferred to read the passages related to love. After 30, my name in chatroom is Apart from Love.

　　13、At 20, hearing of the famous people, I would be so excited to get close to them. After 30, hearing of the famous people, I feel distrubing and even jealous, especially the young, beautiful and famous women.

　　14、At 20, I had a date with someone, going to the cinema. He casually took my hand in his palm, and this sweet happiness lingered for the whole summer. After 30, I have to have the buffet with the customers in the rotating restaurant of Shangri-La Hotel. With the slowly rotating, it suddenly occur to me that I feel empty and all there are no sense.

What you have been changed with the rapid passing of ten years

Ten years ago, the song sang by Luo Dayou was popular. Ten years later, hearing his songs is nostalgia. My neighbour's child asked me:"Who is Luo Dayou?"

Ten years ago, all jokes were funny. Ten years later, only boss's jokes are funny - although eight times already.

Ten years ago, my life was so rich with 500 options. Ten years later, I have only two options - eating at home or not.

Ten years ago, other people felt angery about me as if I was a bad child. Ten years later, I feel angery about others as if I am a good child.

Ten years ago, I saw a girl walking in the street companied by a handsome boyfriend, murmuring softly. I whistled angerily kicking off a stone. Ten years later, I see her again in the street unmanneredly pulling a dirty boy with her bald husband 5 or 6 metre apart. I feel happy secretly.

Ten years ago, a poet senior talked with me deeply. He told me that literature was an useful thing. Ten years later, he becomes a boss and talks with me again, but this time he tells me that money is more useful.

Ten years ago, may we progress in study when we met. Ten years later, may we richness when we meet.

Ten years ago, my favorite singers are two, one sophisticated, another melancholy. I saved money to collect all their tapes. Ten years later, the former one divorced, becomes fat and sing again with popular dress, while the latter one went bankruptcy, becomes fat and sing again but very vulgar. I buy their D ver. CD, hearing, thinking about their dresses which I can try perhaps, and being entertained. Those tapes are too old to hear.

Ten years ago, I was ridiculed as a migrant. Ten year later I deride the migrants in this city not including the richer migrants.

Ten years ago, I loved watching TV serials and hurried to the washingroom during the ads. Ten years later, I love watching ads and go to washingroom or shift the channel when the TV serials are on.

Ten years ago, I disclosed the lie others said at once. Ten years later, when I hear the lie others said, I just leave with smile.

Ten years ago, I was stupid. Ten years later, I often let myself look stupid.

Ten years ago, I suffered for the unknow. Ten years later, I suffer for knowing.

Ten years ago, I said I love you to a girl. She replied:"Sorry, we are too young!" Ten years later, I say the same words to a girl, but she replied:"Sorry, I am too young!"

Ten years ago, althogh I knew she loved me, I darenot to show my love to her because I couldnot bear refusal. Ten years later, although I know she doesnot love me, I will show my love to her actively because I don't care about the refusal.

Ten years ago, everytime I went home, the puppy of my neighbour would crush to me showing his intimate. Ten year later, I occasionally visit the old apartment. The dog is old and enjoys the sunshine. When he sees me, he stands up. Oh, he still rememgers me.

Ten years ago, I believed the story I heard but pretended that I didn't believe. Ten years later, I pretend to believe the story I heard but in fact I don't believe.

Ten years ago, I regarded children as miracles. Ten years later, I know that mother is the real miracle.

Ten years ago, I reserved the bookmark made of the leaf which I received from a penfriend. Ten years later, when I clear my closet up, I find the letters and the bookmark. In the end, the letters are abandoned and the bookmark is lost which I reserved for 10 years.

My 20 and 30 creeped when I was sigh for my life. I suddendly become 30years old. So complex in my mind!