384daddy, i don't like this new world it's too real. I always pretended I was ready, but goddamnit I can't. I can't do it.i still want to live in the trees and catch frogs with you and make chocolate milk out of nesquik and 2% now I'm wearing blue scrubs, combing my hair before breakfast, and saving people's lives and driving, alone so alone, on the commute home in the toyota that you bought just because you love me. no more backseat inquisitions as to why your hair is falling out or why the whi